THE BROTHERHOOD CODE
Andrew Thomas Dena
I didn’t know how.
I really didn’t.
I had no fucking clue how to be the older brother he needed.
And I wasn’t. Not in the way I should’ve been.
It wasn’t malice.
It was confusion. Blindness. Ego.
And a deep wound I couldn’t name yet.
See, Andrew was there from the beginning.
My little brother. My echo. My witness.
The one who watched me become—and sometimes, unravel.
He was softer than me, but stronger in ways I didn’t understand.
We shared a bedroom for years.
Same posters. Same bedsheets. Same air.
He’d hum songs as he built LEGO cities.
I’d lie there sketching monsters.
We had our own language. Inside jokes. Our own world.
We played outside until the sun dipped low.
Front yard wiffle ball. Street football. Snowball wars. Trampoline flips.
We were fucking alive.
We scraped our knees that summer.
We cried over dead hamsters.
We watched The Sandlot on repeat until we could quote it in our sleep.
But somewhere along the way,
I started needing the world to see me.
And I stopped seeing him.
It wasn’t deliberate.
It was survival.
Performing for love became my religion.
And somewhere in that act, my brother became the background.
I remember his eyes the day I quit football.
I think part of him thought I was invincible.
Watching me break—it scared him.
Freshman year. 1999.
Andrew broke his femur.
Clean in half. The largest bone in the body. Displaced.
Thirteen years old. Maybe 140 pounds. A twig.
And he fucking took it like a warrior.
It was hard that time—really hard.
Even at that age, I was consumed by how the opposite sex saw me.
I wanted to be noticed. Desired. Chosen.
So when April and Kyla came to visit Andrew in the hospital…
it got to me.
They were incredible girls—funny, kind, loyal—and they adored our family.
I know now they came from love. For him. For us.
But back then?
I was fourteen.
And I was jealous.
My brother—shattered.
Body cast. Six weeks.
Iron in his heart. Grit in his teeth.
And still… he showed up.
But something in me couldn’t handle it.
Not the pain—I felt that. It was real, and it hurt.
No, it was something else.
Something louder.
He was being seen.
And I wasn’t.
The girls.
The attention.
The affection I had just begun to crave—now flowing toward him.
And I hated it.
Not because he didn’t deserve it.
But because I didn’t know who I was without it.
We shared everything—
New Kids on the Block. Ninja Turtles. Ghostbusters.
But the Turtles? That was his crew.
He loved the color green—always did.
We both wore 22 for a while…
But 84?
That became his number.
That one stuck.
That one was his.
Before sports took over, we created entire worlds together.
Cartoons. Characters. Color.
Nickelodeon was our sanctuary.
Rugrats was his jam.
Doug. Salute Your Shorts. Double Dare. Ren & Stimpy.
The golden era.
Before that?
The OGs. Bugs Bunny. Daffy. Pluto. Mickey. Roger Rabbit. The Muppets. Fraggle Rock.
Jim Henson was whispering: Wake up. Life is magic.
Andrew lived off chicken fingers. All day. That was his thing.
He was my ride or die.
Wiffle ball? War.
Pool basketball? War.
But always love.
We respected the game.
I dominated—let’s be honest—but Andrew came to play.
No flinch. No fear. That was him.
And the art?
We drew and colored everything.
I sketched, he filled it in.
We didn’t know it then, but we were laying a blueprint.
September 15–16, 2017
Chelsea, New York City
His first art show?
$20,000 in sales.
The name of the show?
Life In Balance.
That’s my brother.
He’s a creative genius.
He knows it now.
And soon, the world will too.
But let’s tell it properly.
I flew in from Austin for the show.
Not knowing what to expect.
If I’m being honest —
I was wrecked.
I was in Texas building what I thought was the dream.
The one. The forever vision.
People believed — just enough to applaud from afar.
But no one really understood what it meant to risk everything.
I did. I laid it all down. And still, it cracked beneath me.
And now here I was
walking into New York
as my little brother opened a full-blown gallery show.
The moment I stepped into the space, I felt it —
This wasn’t a little pop-up.
This was real.
The poster outside looked like something out of a downtown billboard from the 90s —
bold, clean, proud.
It said:
A.D.
LIFE IN BALANCE
9.15 - 9.16
But what struck me most was the royalty.
The taste.
The precision.
And it wasn’t just Andrew.
It was Olivia.
His girlfriend at the time, soon-to-be fiancée, soon-to-be wife, and mother of their children —
Roman J and Ford Landon.
That night, they were already a dynasty.
Their chemistry was everywhere —
from the way the show was curated
to the violinists who broke up the evening with live sets
to the speeches they gave about each other
and the magic of the moment.
It was sacred.
It was curated.
It was love made visible.
And then came the centerpiece.
A sculpture —
seven nails balanced perfectly on one.
A feat of geometry and memory.
I think it was something our father or Uncle Barry used to show us as kids —
a trick, a marvel, a secret code of balance.
But Andrew had taken it further.
He’d turned it into art.
An entire sculpture built around this impossible physics.
Seven forces, in balance.
Held by one.
It was mythic.
And yet, not even the showstopper.
Because then came The Chair.
A throne, really.
Pearl white.
Hand-stitched.
Strong.
Royal.
He’d found it in the Brooklyn Navy Yard —
and no joke, it should be behind glass in a museum.
It sat in the front window of the gallery
like it had been waiting to be seen.
Andrew had painted it in his signature style —
Jackson Pollock meets sacred geometry.
Not stolen, not borrowed —
his.
His rhythm. His motion. His myth.
And I remember just thinking,
Fuck… I want that chair.
I wanted it because it represented him —
not just his art,
but his clarity.
His knowing.
His arrival.
And me?
I was still floating in a dream.
Falling behind.
Not knowing where I belonged.
But he knew.
That night, he knew.
And Olivia did too.
They built something eternal that evening.
Not just a gallery show —
but a portal.
To love.
To balance.
To royalty.
And I’ll never forget it.
And maybe that was the deeper truth of Life In Balance.
It wasn’t just the name of his first show.
It was the current he’s always carried.
Even when the second show didn’t land—
Even when the world tried to measure him by numbers, not essence—
the signal never dropped.
He painted the giants.
Mandela. Disney. Mother Teresa. Picasso.
But what he couldn’t fully see then
was that he was one of them.
A channel.
A creator.
A mirror.
A mythmaker.
His brush was never just paint — it was transmission.
A message for the ages.
And no critic, no silence, no stretch of time can undo that.
The artist still breathes.
The throne still holds.
And the boy from Commack —
the one who once balanced seven nails on a single point —
he’s still doing it.
Only now, the stage is mythic.
And the whole world’s beginning to watch.
That boy?
He read everything.
The Count of Monte Cristo. Harry Potter. Machiavelli.
Not for escapism—
but to remember.
Because even back then…
he knew he came here to build worlds.
And I didn’t get it.
Didn’t want to.
I saw fantasy. Hype. Childishness.
He saw myth.
I shut the door.
To the stories. To the magic. To him.
He was building worlds inside his chest.
Quietly. Page by page.
He knew before I knew.
And now?
He’s president of a spine distribution company.
Because he’s always had spine.
Literally. Metaphorically. Soulfully.
Andrew Thomas Dena is the real fucking deal.
And I see him now.
It was a quiet Saturday.
Post-college. Arizona State. 2008.
He didn’t jump into NYC like me.
He stayed rooted.
He rented a castle in Massapequa Park.
Thet called it: Castle Pequa
Magic lived in that house.
Andrew. Robbie. Witz. Riggs. Chick. Dom and Wes. All of them.
Chaos, laughter, brotherhood, beer pong.
One day, Andrew pulled me into the den.
No crowd. No noise. Just us.
And he showed me.
His sketchpad.
Originals.
Not traced. Not copied.
Created from nothing.
Designs that belonged on walls that meant something.
Not bedrooms.
Not binders.
But spaces built to honor imagination.
Art that didn’t ask for attention.
It earned it.
Blueprints of his imagination.
But I wasn’t fully present.
Not yet.
And all he wanted—was to share.
Andrew, I see them now.
Every single one.
I want to build again. With you.
Let’s create.
And I’m sorry.
For the times I wasn’t there.
For not showing up.
But I’m here now.
And I see you.
You need to hear this:
When you weren’t here…
When your soul left…
I felt it.
March 24, 2012.
You were performing. Selling. Smiling.
No EpiPen. No scene. Just trying to survive.
And then—you didn’t.
Anaphylactic shock.
Lower East Side.
I was in Chelsea. Parlor Club.
Text from Mom.
I ripped out of there.
Beat the ambulance to your side.
You were on the stretcher.
Tube in your throat.
Lifeless.
Mom and Dad racing from Commack.
This is where I really need you to try and remember that day.
Because you were somewhere, just not in your body.
And I think if you ever got quiet enough—
if you really went still—
you might be able to feel some of it.
Because when we came into that hospital room,
you didn’t want to see anyone.
Didn’t want to be seen.
It was like you were embarrassed.
And I get it now.
You woke up with a fucking tube down your dick,
your family circled around you, terrified.
Your whole world shifted.
And the last thing on your mind was,
“How do I comfort everyone else?”
You didn’t.
And looking back—
I don’t blame you.
You were surviving.
But brother, let me just say this:
however long you were gone—
and I mean really gone—
it felt like forever.
And in that eternity,
my world shattered.
You were lifeless on the stretcher.
And I was sprinting through that ER.
Frantic, but composed.
Making sure everything was being handled.
I got a little too aggressive with the doctor working on you.
You probably don’t know that.
But I needed him to know—
you mattered.
And we never really spoke about that day.
Not like we should’ve.
We don’t really speak like that at all.
Not deeply. Not often.
Eventually I had to leave the hospital.
I couldn’t take it anymore.
So I walked.
All the way back to my apartment.
From the Lower East Side.
Crying the entire fucking way.
And I was mad.
Not at you—but at the silence.
I wanted you to see my pain.
To know how much it hurt me.
How much I felt all of it.
But it wasn’t your fault.
It never was.
You were trying to come back.
And I was just trying to hold on.
But here’s the thing:
Even in survival, you created art.
A laminated card.
One side: your sketch. The Grungy Gentleman.
Other side: the ingredients that could kill you.
That was it.
No frills. Just truth.
That’s who you are.
An artist. A protector. A visionary.
Even in crisis, you created beauty.
And I see that now.
And I know who held you.
Who prayed when we fell apart.
Who lit candles and called angels.
Gmil.
Grams.
Our Rockstar.
While we wept, she held the line.
Not with sirens.
With presence.
And that’s where we go next.
Because to tell your story,
I have to tell hers.
And to tell hers,
I have to tell theirs.
Jeff and Laura.
My parents.
East Meadow High, Class of ’72.
Two kids who became alchemy.
Who built a world.
My mother? Fire.
Don’t fuck with Laura Dena. That was law.
She knew.
Held.
Without chasing.
My father? Steel.
A mountain of a man.
Softness in his eyes few ever earned.
My father once made the papers.
Not for touchdowns.
For pushing cars through flooded streets.
No cameras.
Just soaked jeans and purpose.
That’s who raised us.
That’s what made us.
And Andrew?
He is the bridge.
The witness.
The builder.
The bloodline artist.
Andrew Thomas Dena.
I see you now.
And the world will too.
Let’s build.
His work speaks for itself.
— JD
Your brother. Your mirror. Your forever fan.
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